Shattering, falling, one by one,
shining, gleaming, in the sun,
breaking, shaking, just to cut free,
that's what its like to be me right now.

The outside world too great to be seen,
the challenges in which I struggled in.
Exposure to light that haunts,
bad dreams in the night that claws.

Too scared to come near, to face the fears,
the fear to be lost, to lose someone dear.
Too scared of climbing, better just fall,
no one lies to answer my call.

To shine, to be hated for everyone to see,
to open my eyes after counting to three.
To gleam from inside, to never be close.
to conquer the time that it froze.

I'm breaking, shaking,
just broken glass,
memories haunt me non stop.

i can't eat, i can't think, i'm so unstable
i need to cry myself to sleep, i can't stop crying
i can't stop thinking about it.
i just want everything to be back how it use to be all happy :(