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NEHNEHNIPUPU, You can't copy! :P
Best revenge? Smile, be happy, never let them know it hurt
Sunday, October 31, 2010

so from now on...
when you think of me...
just remember that i could have been...
the best thing you ever had.

why cant cupid shoot himself with his own damn arrow just to see HOW LOVE REALLY HURTS.

Letters start with--ABC
Numbers start with-- 123
Songs start with-- Do-re-me
But love starts with
You & Me


But your just a memory, nothing more, nothing less. That's all you'll ever be from this day on. A memory that pops into my head from time to time agai

And you get to a point where
you stop feeling sorry for yourself.
You realize no one's going to save
you, so you have to save yourself.
You turn your life around, not
knowing where you're going, just
knowing that you'll do anything,
anything to be happy again.


It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.


you know you truly care when you have to try and convince yourself you don't

If you want to know where your heart is... look where your mind goes when it wanders.

Im not asking you to fill this empty space.
Im not asking you to be with me forever.
Im not even asking for you to fall in love with me.
All Im asking is for you to take a chance.
Then, after all of this is over, if you find that you dont love me, dont want to be with me forever, and dont want to fill this space, then so be it.
I will be able to walk away, knowing we put forth the effort.


When he's not around there's something missing in her smile.

I want to be the smile
the first thought
the last voice
the random- call
the laugh
the perfect kiss
your second half
the sparkle in your eye
the everything you need.
Just what you want;
I want to be your perfection.


Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it

I loved you yesterday
I love you today
I'll love you tomorow, in every way
i hope in my heart, u'll always stay

you make me happy
you make me smile
every moment with u, is so worth while

without you with me
i wouldnt survive
ur the one thng that keeps me alive

dont break my heart
stay by my side
i miss u the most when we say goodbye

you were my first love
your my only today
the way your smile blows me away

when i think of you, my heart skips a beat
so stay with me now
forever and more

for without u baby i'd be no more*


Equality shouldn't be measured by ignorance

I want to see my own funeral. I want to see who will be crying, and who will be there. But more than anything, I just want to see who cares.

I love the way, that your heart breaks.

It's not about who you've known the longest, it's about who came and NEVER left your side.

Dear Tequila, I ℒℴѵℯ you, but we had an agreement. You were supposed to make me sexier & a better dancer. I saw the video. We need to talk.

I ℒℴѵℯ chocolate. No, like you people don't understand... I ℒ ℴ ℴ ℴ ℴ ℴ ѵ ℯ CHOCOLATE!!!


Sometimes an unanswered prayer is the best gift God can offer you.

It's so easy to make up your mind but the hardest thing is convincing your heart.


When you are in your darkest days, beat down and crying, and feel that no one is on
your side… remember that God is, and always will be.


Just because her eyes don't tear, doesnt mean her heart isn't crying; just because she comes off strong, doesnt mean there's nothing wrong.


the tears... they've stopped. my heart no longer beats for you. i know my worth, i know my strength. you can't control me anymore.


C's
Friday, October 29, 2010

The 3 C's: Commitment. Communication. Compromise. The 3 things most important for a relationship to be successful.



When you see a woman crying, don't just walk away. Hold her and lend her an ear to vent to.


:)

I love the way, that your heart breaks


argh~

Insomnia takes over once again. Another sleepless night, thinking of you.


:(

My heart has been blinded by love, deafened by lies & darkened by hate... yet it still refuses to stop beating, refuses to give up hope.


One Day

One day in your life you will find that person who makes you absolutely crazy about them. The way their hair is always a lil messy no matter what, the way their eyes sparkle even when something is wrong, how they know when something is wrong and wont leave you alone until they help you and the way the make you want to kiss them so bad but the only thing that is stoping you is the person holding their hand


Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it

You have to take some chances,
You have to risk losing it all,
You have to close your eyes and leap
Because it might be worth the fall...

I crave for you, I dream of you, I wish for you to be mine. I need you in every way. I want you all to myself, don't want to share you with anyone else. I desire for your touch, your soft lips on mine. I knew what I was getting into, and because I cannot control my feelings I fell for you. Now I am stuck. Please give this a try, I know for a fact that I am perfect for you, as you are for me. Do not be afraid to let your feelings go, I promise you that I will not hurt you as someone did in the past. I think I love you.


thank you so much :)

Heated gold becomes ornament, beated copper becomes wire, depleted stone becomes statue. So the more pain you get in life, the more u become special


staring

You see that girl staring into space?
If you were to ask what’s wrong
She would say nothing
When in reality its everything

She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong
What she could have done differently
How she would have changed
If she had the chance

And if she had the chance
To go back and do it over again
Would it end with the same result?
that’s why she stares.


we never really move on. we just find someone else to think about.

Friend: What is love?
Me: Love is that thing that makes you proud of the idiot that stands next to you.

Sometimes when I say "Oh, I'm fine" I want someone to look me in the eyes and say "Tell the truth"



I hate being alone,because then i think,
and when i think, i remember, and when i remember, i cant forget


I'll Be
Thursday, October 28, 2010

I'll Be your genius and help you with your homework, I'll Be your ninja and kick all those d!ckheads a**ses, I'll Be your teddybear and snuggle with you, I'll Be your therapist and listen to your problems, I'll Be your teacher and help you learn, I'll Be your drug and keep you high, I'll Be your star and make your wishes come true, I'll Be your one and only and never ever go...


balance

Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illumines it.


im all in

I have seen and felt all sides of it. I've been on the top of it and had the best feeling of my life. Been thrown down by it and been crushed on the bottom. Love is like the ocean. No matter what you do, the waves keep coming in. You can ride them, enjoy them, duck under them, go over them..their big or small..sometimes one right after another..sometimes you have to wait for a good one. If you dont keep your eyes open and your lungs full of air then any one of those waves will crush you..just like in love. Its not up to you whether you sink or swim. It depends on the wave. But all I can say is..never get out of the water...you might drown but its better than never getting wet at all.

-me


Elaine Beh Elaine
Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Puppies for sale

A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups. And set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of little boy.

"Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies."

"Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money."

The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer.

"I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"

"Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur.

The little boy pressed his face against the chain link
fence. His eyes danced with delight.As the dogs made their way to the fence, the little boy noticed something else??stirring inside the doghouse. Slowly another little ball appeared, this one noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid Then in a somewhat awkward manner, the little pup began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....

"I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.

The farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said, "Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play with you like these
other dogs would."

With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down, and began rolling up one leg of his trousers.In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both
sides of his leg attaching itself to a specially made shoe.Looking back up at the farmer, he said, "You see sir, I
don't run too well myself, and he will need someone who understands."

With tears in his eyes, farmer reached down and picked up the little pup.Holding it carefully handed it to the little boy.

"How much?" asked the little boy. "No charge," answered the farmer, "There's no charge for love."


one of it

Rule #27 - If you love someone, tell them. Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous. What is truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity to tell someone that your heart is invested in them.


hey!

Avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it... It could also mean that you want it, but you just know that it isn't right...

;)


my 100th post :)

It's amazing how two people can be so perfect for each other but they're both to scared to get hurt that they don't do anything about it.......


mmmmmmm

Isn't ironic? We adore who ignores us. Ignore who adores us. Love who hurts us. And hurt who loves us.


:)P

Wanted By Many
Taken By None
Looking At Some
Waiting For One


a poem

there was a time when i was so naive
to think you were worth all the tears
i trusted u with my feelings, my heart
but you took it and ripped it apart
i opened up to and told you how i felt
but this was all a game for you
like another hand was dealt
i told myself, i assured myself i wouldnt fall too deep
but u sucked me in and you got the best of me.
now all i wonder is why? why mess with my head.
why make me believe all the things you said?
is ur life so pathetic, you had to hurt someone?
for your entertainment, all for some fun?
you want to know the worst part of it all?
a part of me still misses you, and no matter how hard i try. i can't forget you or all the times we've talked.
its so hard to let go not knowing the truth
i'd feel better if i had real proof
but if this is all true, then it wasnt meant to be
God chose different paths for both u n me
i only wish you luck and happiness in life
it was nice knowing you,we had a lot of laughs.
i wish it didnt have to end so fast
but it did and now ur just a guy from my past.


this is a poem,
remember girls, or i guess guys too, never regret ur past. things always happen for a reason.


You

I don’t know where I stand with you,
& I don’t know what I mean to you.
All I know is every time i think of you,
All I want to do is
Be with you.


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
Monday, October 25, 2010

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours.
• leave her cute text/notes.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved
someone before.
• and, when she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is..."who's ass am i beating today?"

- Me


heart~

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.


Crab Crab Crab! ;D

If I could reach up and grab a star for every time you've made me smile, my whole palm would be filled with stars.


short story

Originally humans were combined of 4 arms, 4 legs, and a single head made of 2 faces, but Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spending their lives searching for the other half to complete them


you smile i smile :)

Sometimes you just need to be with the person who makes you smile even if it means waiting.


dare me :)

You very rarely get everything you want in life
But when you don't fight for it
You have even less of a chance
So here I am. Fighting. For you


CRAB :P

I'm not perfect,
I'll make mistakes,
I'll do stupid things that will annoy you,
I'll cause pointless fights,
I'll make things worse when I mean to make them better,
I'll criticize and frustrate you,
I'll get jealous with out cause,
I can't promise that life with me will every be easy.
But I can promise that I will love you
More than anyone else could love you
Always


freaking ons story

A teacher gave a journal prompt to her seventh grade class asking what their biggest fear was. When the class was done writing she asked to hear a couple at loud. Most children said things like being abducted or dieing or bugs or stuff like that, but when she wanted to hear from some one new and asked the kid in the back of the class, that never speaks, to read what he wrote he said:
"Sometimes when I lye in bed at night while my father is off fighting fires somewhere, I'm afraid that the floor above him will cave in and I'll never get to see my daddy again. I'm also afraid when my mom is off bartending late into the night that a man will assault her and she won't be the same mommy I once new. I'm also afraid that my baby sister will roll over while she's sleeping and suffocate herself. I lye in bed thinking about this stuff every night. That's why I don't get annoyed when my baby sister cries in the middle of the night, or when I see headlights in the drive way at twelve O'clock meaning my mom is home late, or when my dad calls at eleven because he forgot to say good night to me my mom and sister. A top of anything else that is my biggest fear."
When he finished reading his journal he looked up to see all of his classmates with tears in their eyes he smiled and said "Well...what did you expect?"


:D

Be with someone who knows what they have, when they have you.


&

One day, love and friendship met. Love asked, Why do you exist when I already exist? Friendship smiled and said,To put a smile where you leave tears...


(:

In life, actions speak louder than words. In love, the eyes do all the talking.


Excellent lines:

I have no words to explain my LOVE, Because i have got amazing person who can understand even my silence.


:P

When guys get jealous, it's actually kinda cute. When girls get jealous, World War III is about to starts... ;)


random

Beauty gets the attention
Personality gets the heart


for you :)

Do you want to know what my problem is?
I will tell you what my problem is...
I love you. I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love the sound of your laugh, I love the way you get mad, I love the way I don't understand you at all. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak,
that's my problem...


all over again :)
Thursday, October 21, 2010

Now I don't like using words like forever,
but I will love you until the end of today.
And in the morning, when I remember
everything that you are, I know
I'll fall for you over again.


music

Knowing a person is like music, what attracts us to them is their melody, and as we get to know who they are, we learn their lyrics


that one

I am waiting for that One.

The one that sees me in the crowd, when I'm trying not to be noticed.

The one that watches me slip away to be alone, follows, finds me, and wipes away my tears with his own hands. The one that holds me tight and makes it all okay.

The one that goes after me when I run away, the one that fights for me, the one that grabs me by the arm, tells me he isn't going to let me go because he loves me. He doesnt give up on love. Ever.

The one that doesnt just stand in the rain with me, but dances in it with me. The one that kisses me in the rain. Because it means he's loving me through the storm.

The one that, when he looks at me, sees no one else.

The one that loves me fiercly, and forever.

That is why I wait. I don't know where you are, or who you are... but I love you.


me

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm pretty much dead
cuz I can't have have you

Roses are red
Lilies are white
Can't get out of bed
I've lost this fight

Roses are red
but they can pink
Can't believe what I said
I don't know what to think

Emotions got in they way
telling me I didn't
want you to stay

But please understand
that was a lie
I'm on a plane that won't land
its just gonna fly

It won't let me get down
and run into your arms
All I do is frown
so much it triggers alarms

Please believe me
I miss you so much
But others can't see
how badly I need your touch

Roses are red
but my heart is black
Without you I'm dead
just as empty as a sack

Roses are red
violets are blue
Please believe me right now
I really need you

- me


Greatest

The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and changed your every view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a part of yourself.

The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with. The ones where the memories make you want to laugh when you’re crying. The ones that make you believe that God exists, because no one else could have created someone so amazing. The ones that cause you to change for the better, even if you don’t realize it. The ones where you know you’re being honest with yourself, so much it hurts.

The greatest relationships are the ones where he called you lame and you just rolled your eyes because you knew he was kidding. The ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy.

The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you care more about his happiness then you do about your own. The ones where you do what you do for his future, even if it means wrecking your present. The ones where you tell yourself to walk in the opposite direction, because you know there are just some things you can’t do. The ones when you cry not because it’s over, but because you know you lost not only him, but your best friend too.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank him for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget him because he helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for him, whether or not he’ll accept that. The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to him was doing something he never thought you’d do - and loving it.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when he’s forgotten all about you. The ones where you’re changed forever because of him. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, they were still amazing. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him. The ones that remind you love lost is better than never having loved at all.


another one

I love you and you know that. We were never a couple, but you know I love you because of your smile, your laugh, your personality, your face, your hands, your eyes, your lips, your voice, and your hair. You know I love it when you make me feel special, when you make me laugh, when you make me happy, when you make me feel loved, when we take pictures together, when we have those great conversations, when we share secrets, when we tell each other the truth, when we call each other and talk for several hours, when we hang out, when we hug, when we kiss, when you hold my hand, when we make each other feel better after a fight or when either one of us is sad, when we reminisce, and when we just stare into each others eyes.


more to come :P
Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I'm in love with everything about you...the way you smile and the way you laugh. But most of all the way you make me smile and the way you make me laugh


hahaha...

I wish love was like volleyball; you call 'MINE!' and everyone else backs off.


for you.

I'm gonna tell her how i admire her. Always tell her i love her at all times. When she's upset i will hold her tight.
Pick her over all the other girls i hangout with. Play with her hair. Pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her. Just talk to her. Tell her jokes. Bring her flowers just because. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Throw pebbles at her window at night. Let her fall asleep in my arms.i will Sing to her, no matter how awful i sound. Get her mad at me. Then kiss her. Give her piggy back rides. Push her on swings. Tell her she looks beautiful. When she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. Look into her eyes and smile. Kiss her on her forehead. Slow dance with her even if there's no music. Kiss her in the rain. And when i fall in love with her... i will tell her.

- sum1 very special
- from a very special one and only me :)


girl you're amazing just the way you are

It takes more than a million people to complete the world, but it only takes you to complete mine.


random

im sorry...but i wont call you beautiful, i wont call you baby girl, i wont have you forever...
because your not beautiful your unbelieveable, your not my baby girl your my angel, i wont have you forever i'll have you for eternity.


more stories.

1st time I saw you, I saw you as a stranger.

2nd time I saw you, I remembered that you were the same person who I saw the first time.

3rd time I saw you, I knew now that you were part of the crowd I see everytime I see you.

4th time I saw you, I saw you once again, but this time I seemed to be interested in you.

5th time I saw you, I thought you were kinda hot, but the thought went away.

6th-10th time I saw you, I didn't care about seeing you anymore.

11th time I saw you, we met in a community group on the weekend and you put your arm around me even though we really didn't know each other well, but I didn't recognize you.

12th time I saw you, I started talking to you more frequently and we seemed to have some similar interests.

13th time I saw you, I remembered you were the same person who I thought was hot for a while.

14th-20th time I saw you, I started to have a stronger friendship with you.

21st time I saw you, I started to have feelings for you, but it was different this time.

22nd time I saw you, I remembered that you had the same personality of the same person I used to like.

23rd time I saw you, I didn't like you for your looks this time around, but I liked you for your great personality.

24th-27th time I saw you, I started opening up to you about my deepest secrets everytime we had dinner together and then we started to become best friends.

28th time I saw you, I remembered that from the first time we talked to each other, it seemed obvious to me and my friends that you liked me.

29th time I saw you, I liked you more than ever because of your personality.

30th time I saw you, I had dinner with you and we shared secrets again and my heart was crushed when you told me that you liked this guy and you wanted me to try to be his friend and then try to hook you guys up.

31st-35th time I saw you, I lost all thought of having a chance to be yours.

36th time I saw you, I planned of getting it over with because it's been a burden on me and telling the next time I see you that I love you.

37th time I would've seen you, I didn't see you in the crowd anymore.

38th time I would've seen you, I didn't see you in the community group anymore because I was told that you were at a retreat.

39th time I saw you, I've now lost the courage of telling you that I love you now that the moment when I really wanted to tell you that I love you has passed.

40th time I saw you, I couldn't tell you how I really feel because it's been so long already.

41st time I saw you, I just try to make you happy now by my actions which gives me artificial happiness because I'm not always with you...

As this number increases, I will continue to regret everything. I will regret ever seeing you, meeting you, becoming your friend, becoming your BEST friend, liking you because you were good looking, loving you because of your personality, knowing that you liked someone else, not knowing that I didn't have a chance from the start, not knowing that you wouldn't love me the way I did to you...but I thank you for this. Thanks for changing my life for the better and the worse. BETTER: You made me feel special, I've become a better person, and I'm glad that I became your best friend. WORSE: I didn't have the chance, I now have the feel that I lost someone I love, you will never know I love you, this will all be a burden, and part of me wishes we never became friends.

But I just want you to know this...I will ALWAYS love you.

the thing is...you never will


a short story

A boy and girl used to be best friends but suddenly the began to not get along, they tease and harass each other all the time at school. One day the teacher had enough so she sent them to the school psycholegist, he looked at the boy.
"I think the problem here is trust so let me ask you this, if the school were on fire and you got out but she was still inside would you go back for her?" the psycologist asked
"No" the boy said simply. The girl got a look on her face as if she was going to cry. The boy looked to her sadly, without taking his eyes off of her he continued "I wouldnt go back because I would have never left without her."


more then i should

ok i admit it.
i do think about you more than i should
i dream about you more than i should
i want to be around you more than i should
i want to see you more than i should
i want to speak to you more than i should
i guess i just like you more than i should...


me being random :)

its insane how much i love you.
i cant stop thinking about you,
wanting, needing,
to be with you every minute.
your smile makes my stomach do flip flops everytime one comes my way.
your eyes seem to cover my whole body,
making me feel safe.
your little face that you make when you look at me before you kiss me makes me melt inside.
everytime you call,
or i hear your voice,
it makes me want you more.
i love how goofy and fun you are,
you bring the best out of me.
you have this secret power over me,
that seems to take over me and i cant control it.
you are so much different from all my past relationships.
they all didnt make me feel the way i do towards you.
others there was just a physical attraction,
with you its so much more.
we may fight and get angry,
but we kiss and makeup,
realizing how stupid we were
and how important we are to each other and being mad is just a waste of our time.
i love you and your everything to me

- me...


i would say
Tuesday, October 19, 2010

if you were walking with me, and look at me and said, "When you met me was it love at first sight?" I will say , "No, it wasn't love at first sight, or even second sight." Then if you start crying and turn to walk away or just keep quiet . Then i will stop you and say, "It wasn't love at first sight because, that means that I only love you because of how you look. I love you more then that, I love what's in your heart too. Anyone can be hot, but you, my love, is so much more. It wasn't love at second sight, because then it seems like I had to look at you twice to see your beauty. Really everytime I look at you I see your beauty, and so I guess you could say it was love at every sight."


different meaning of love

Opening up your heart to someone isn’t always the easiest thing to do, but giving your heart to someone is about a million times harder. Love is an interesting thing, so many people have so many different definitions of love that it’s hard to tell when it’s really happened to you. It always sneaks up in its own way. It can hit you like an unexpected fast ball, or it can take nearly your whole life to creep up on you when you have lost all hope of ever falling in love. One thing to always remember, that I found out the hard way though, is the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. You can love your best friend with an unconditional kind of love that will never fade...the kind of love that tells you he or she always has and always will be there for you. Then there is that special kind of love the kind that is not only emotion, but action. The kind you feel when that special someone has crept or pushed their way into your life. The kind of love that has hit me early in life. You can tell someone or someone can tell you that you don’t know what love is, you’re to young, you have no clue the depths or hurts involved with real true love. It’s all false. You can have that special kind of love at 13 up until the day you die, even then you might not know the exact meaning of what it is to love someone, but just because you can’t explain it, doesn’t mean you can’t feel it.


IF I KNEW...

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.



You know what?
One day you will realize that I really loved you.
And you will realize that you won’t find anybody else who will love you the way I loved you.
And I know, you won’t admit it now, but you will realize that.
But I guess the day you realize that, it would be the day when I’m gonna be far away from this.
I will get over you, and maybe I won’t forget you, but I will get over you one day.
And when you realize how much I loved you, maybe you won’t come after me, actually I know that you won’t because you are way too much proud, but you will know that you let the boy who really loved you go.
And he loved you for who you are, nothing more and nothing less.


missing

There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his
future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had.. for he was in love.. and they were both happy together..

Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and try to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams. He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his friend.. she was his everything..

Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it..

But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts.. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her..

Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her has always stayed the same..

He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past..
He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he has no dreams.. he can be somebody someday..

Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company..

One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to some destination. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him.. they were his girl's parents..

He drove back to them.. slowly.. to show them how his life has changed. how successful he has become.. he's got his own car, house, company.. he's got it all..

But what he saw next confused him. The couple were heading to a cemmetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them.

She was there.. his heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing.. He felt the warmth of his tears thrickling down his cheeks.. He was crying in the rain..

He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him.. from her tombstone.. next to the paper cranes he once gave her.

Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why.. and how did all this happend..

She did not leave for Paris for she was ill with cancer, it was her cliché. She believed that he will make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him.. but she chose to leave him to spare him from her suffering and frustrations..

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you at all.

She wanted
her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her, because, if the day
comes when fate brings him near to her again... he will remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her...

Once you have loved someone, you will always love her.. forever. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever.

He cried in silence and whispered... "I thought I almost had it all.. now i know what was missing.. you.."


random

one night, a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed that there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared that night. The girl asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed, and it was time for them to move on. A silent tear fell down his cheek as he reached into his pocket and gave her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. The driver swerved right into the boys side of the car, killing him. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note he had given her, she took it out of her pocket. She began to read it : "Without your love I would die."


island

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."


I'm a guy that..

I'm a guy..... who can wrestle with you and let you win.... who i can talk to about anything... who laughs at your jokes.... who puts your cold hands in my warm hoodie pockets.... who lets you use my sweatshirt for a pillow.... who says i love you & means it.... who will kiss you in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow.... whos calls unexpectedly.... who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one.... a guy who notices haircuts.... who realizes that you say things but dont always mean them.... who you can go swimming with on hot days.... who can tell you my problems and let you help.... who will listen to you talk... who will bring you seashells from the beach.... who will let you beat me up when you get angry.... who writes love letters to you, but doesnt send them.... who draws pictures and slips them gently into your locker slot.... who saves my genuine, big smiles for you.... with deeps eyes, that can see through faces into depths.... who wears baseball hats and lets your wear mine too. ... who gives you my t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back.... who knows your favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume and the color of your toothbrush.... who will shake your dads hand and look your mom in the eye.... who will call you by your full name--first, middle and last.... who willl know when something is wrong when you're trying your best to put on an act... who will kiss you and tell you you're beautiful.... who will let you cry to me.... who will hold you & kiss your cheek.... who suprises you and compliments and plays with your hair.... who will brag about you to all of my friends...who will not tell his friends about intimate stuff we did... not afraid to give you a great big hug right infront of my mom... who smells like i just stepped out of the shower.... who will cut his hair when i know it looks bad... who wears cologne that you can subtly smell when you're leaning on my shoulder.... who will not try to meet up with other girls if i know you'll get jealous...who tells you that you have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be yours to hold.


i miss
Monday, October 18, 2010

"I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life."


you girls

Dear Girls (from us guys)...

*Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.
It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.

*Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends.
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them.
When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.
You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.

*On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room.
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

*Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

*Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Smile and say "thank you."
Let us pay for you.
Don't "feel bad."
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."

*Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.

*You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

*Don't flirt with guys when we're not around.
We'll find out. Trust us.
We have eyes everywhere.
And when we find out, we're pissed.
Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you.

*Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

*Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.

*Whatever happened to the word "handsome"?
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"?
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.

**Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change.
Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.


:)
Sunday, October 10, 2010

Now i know, that i had to borrow,
Beg and steal and lie and cheat.
Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya.
'Cause being in love with you ass ain't cheap.


fuck you..

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl i love and i'm like,
Fuck you!
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough i'm like,
Fuck you!
And fuck her too!
I said, if i was richer, i'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some shit? ain't that some shit?
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Fuck you!

Yeah i'm sorry, i can't afford a ferrari,
But that don't mean i can't get you there.
I guess he's an xbox and i'm more atari,
But the way you play your game ain't fair.

I pity the fool that falls in love with you..


im certain that..
Wednesday, October 6, 2010

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about the loot
Talking about what I can't do it for you
What you can do for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby


skies the limit...
Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When we dance, when we kiss
Does it get any better than this
How you shine, trap in the spotlight
Finally mine, yeah
Baby lets go, lets get outta here
Baby let go, got nothing to fear.
And now that we’re here, lets disappear, into the night.
Step it up for me and i’ll give you everything.
All my life, all my love,
I’d give you my fortune and fame, I even give you my name.
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, you take me higher
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit.
Oh up up girl you take me up, oh yeah
Oh the sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit


a kiss.
Monday, October 4, 2010

I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light
All because you kissed me goodnight!


How great i am!

I'm
gonna show you how great i am, only last week i murdered a rock,
injured a stone, hospitalized a brick, I'm so mean i make medicine
sick..


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