You are the mountain, you are the rock
You are the cord and you're the spark
You are the eagle, you are the lark
You are the world and you're remarkable
You're the ocean eating the shore
You are the calm inside the storm
Opening up your heart to someone isn’t always the easiest thing to do, but giving your heart to someone is about a million times harder. Love is an interesting thing, so many people have so many different definitions of love that it’s hard to tell when it’s really happened to you. It always sneaks up in its own way. It can hit you like an unexpected fast ball, or it can take nearly your whole life to creep up on you when you have lost all hope of ever falling in love. One thing to always remember, that I found out the hard way though, is the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. You can love your best friend with an unconditional kind of love that will never fade...the kind of love that tells you he or she always has and always will be there for you. Then there is that special kind of love the kind that is not only emotion, but action. The kind you feel when that special someone has crept or pushed their way into your life. The kind of love that has hit me early in life. You can tell someone or someone can tell you that you don’t know what love is, you’re to young, you have no clue the depths or hurts involved with real true love. It’s all false. You can have that special kind of love at 13 up until the day you die, even then you might not know the exact meaning of what it is to love someone, but just because you can’t explain it, doesn’t mean you can’t feel it.
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace
Forget the love that once came true
Remember now there's someone new,
Forget the love that you once shared
Forget the face that had once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he's gone forever,
Forget you cried the whole night through
Forget him when they play your song
Forget how close you two once were
Remember now he's chosen her,
Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember he's happy instead of sad,
Forget his teasing, gentle ways
Forget you saw him everyday
Forget he made your dreams come true
Remember now she loves him too,
Forget the thrill when he walked by
Forget him when he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he's not the same,
Forget the way he said he loved you
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you
Forget all those nights when he held you tight
Remember now he holds her tonight,
Forget all those sunny days
Forget all those poems he made
Forget those times through good and bad
Remember he said he'd never make you sad,
Forget the games he played with you
Forget the times he stayed with you
Forget those cold, cold nights
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight,
Forget the way he looked at you
Forget you kissed the whole night through
Forget all you dreams came true
REMEMBER, that he doesn't love you.
Dreams, that's where I have to go
To see your beautiful - face anymore
I stare at a picture of you, and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation
Where we both admit we had it good
But until then it's alienation, I know
That much is understood - and I realize
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm - not over you (not over you)
Damn,girl you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
Took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you
And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then...
U think that I've said all those things just to backstab u....sry but you're wrong...I did this so that you could change...I did more n sacrifice more then u did to me....even u hurt me last time...I still there for u n now u just want to end just like that...
and it's also known to me that i also must make changes to myself which applies too.
"I don't hate you, I never could. I don't regret meeting you, I never will. But I regret our relationship. It destroyed our friendship."
Shattering, falling, one by one,
shining, gleaming, in the sun,
breaking, shaking, just to cut free,
that's what its like to be me right now.
The outside world too great to be seen,
the challenges in which I struggled in.
Exposure to light that haunts,
bad dreams in the night that claws.
Too scared to come near, to face the fears,
the fear to be lost, to lose someone dear.
Too scared of climbing, better just fall,
no one lies to answer my call.
To shine, to be hated for everyone to see,
to open my eyes after counting to three.
To gleam from inside, to never be close.
to conquer the time that it froze.
I'm breaking, shaking,
just broken glass,
memories haunt me non stop.
i can't eat, i can't think, i'm so unstable
i need to cry myself to sleep, i can't stop crying
i can't stop thinking about it.
i just want everything to be back how it use to be all happy :(
it's really true you won't know what you got till you lose it, whether it was good or bad. it's always give's a blind eye. well for me, i came to that point.
where i was so blind to not notice that i was become worse day by day, giving pressure to people i love. right now i see all that, my ego, my mistakes, my flaws, it brings back memories when i was not like that, when i lost something i totally change to whom i am at this moment, where i give out crap and nonsense to the people i love or just met the way i carry myself.
i would like to apologize on my act, where i didn't see all my flaws when you pointed it out, mostly my ego and boiling things out to people when it was suppose to be between us, being so demanding, pressuring you.
i realize all of that now, and i wanna change it, to become a better person for everybody around me, my mom, my brother, joel and jeremy, my family and my friends and to the person i love.
i'm so childish, it's time for me to change a 360% of myself, i never said it to you before, i don't know how many people have but i'm am gonna prove it, i may fall short but i hope you can help me, i'm willing to be the real deal.
i know i can be a better person, and i will be, if by any chance you don't see it you are free to leave, give me time please. i have never asked you for a chance before.
i am gonna keep us between us no bro's or friends. change my attitude totally, drop the ego. it's a totally big change for me, but i would like you to be there and see it instead of hearing it. i know typing and talking is cheap.
i hope you can forgive me for all the things i've put you through, i will learn from all of theses mistakes and improve myself for the better.
just know that i really love you and you always make me happy no matter, we had more downs then up's. i really have never loved a girl so much in my entire life. and that i'm just gonna be better out of all of this.
from now onward i will carry myself differently and be a better person to everybody, that is in my life including you.
I'm a guy..... who can wrestle with you and let you win.... who i can talk to about anything... who laughs at your jokes.... who puts your cold hands in my warm hoodie pockets.... who lets you use my sweatshirt for a pillow.... who says i love you & means it.... who will kiss you in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow.... whos calls unexpectedly.... who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one.... a guy who notices haircuts.... who realizes that you say things but dont always mean them.... who you can go swimming with on hot days.... who can tell you my problems and let you help.... who will listen to you talk... who will bring you seashells from the beach.... who will let you beat me up when you get angry.... who writes love letters to you, but doesnt send them.... who draws pictures and slips them gently into your locker slot.... who saves my genuine, big smiles for you.... with deeps eyes, that can see through faces into depths.... who wears baseball hats and lets your wear mine too. ... who gives you my t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back.... who knows your favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume and the color of your toothbrush.... who will shake your dads hand and look your mom in the eye.... who will call you by your full name--first, middle and last.... who willl know when something is wrong when you're trying your best to put on an act... who will kiss you and tell you you're beautiful.... who will let you cry to me.... who will hold you & kiss your cheek.... who suprises you and compliments and plays with your hair.... who will brag about you to all of my friends...who will not tell his friends about intimate stuff we did... not afraid to give you a great big hug right infront of my mom... who smells like i just stepped out of the shower.... who will cut his hair when i know it looks bad... who wears cologne that you can subtly smell when you're leaning on my shoulder.... who will not try to meet up with other girls if i know you'll get jealous...who tells you that you have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be yours to hold.
The only guy that deserves you... is the one that thinks he doesn't. the one that'll stick by your side... no matter how much you mess up. and the one who will forgive you... mistake after mistake...